hay everyone . .
dunno why suddenly feeling like writing my blog in english .
sorry if some of my indo
friends dun understand , , just google translate it or something
will ya ? gomen hehe ^^
i suddenly have the urge to write this late at night . .
it's 12.00 at night rite now and i have absolutely nothing to do .
mom is sleeping downstairs cause she's sick again ,
haha for once my room is a lot colder than usual LOL .
gab is already sleeping of course ,
i already tried to sleep like 3 times now , even listened
to saya's song yuragu no uta, thought it would make me sleepy
but it didn't work , so i just decided to blog a little .
so mom came back sick again , and granny as usual can't keep her self calm
and compose , she really needs to learn a few lessons from Oz Vessaliuz . .
hehehe .
guess what ? joenel-san confessed to me yesterday , but i rejected him
i just wondered ,
watched sex and the city at HBO a few hours ago , and i wonder
does true love relationship exist ? i've never really bothered trying to find
the answer . why is it so damn hard finding the ONE .
is it me ? or is it the fact that i'm just scared to make
a commitment just like what i did last time with you know who laa .
as i wondered aimlessly , i think to my self .
will time help ? was my mom right ? when the time comes it comes ?
joenel-kun stopped talking to me cause i rejected him ,
i did tried to be a bit more gentle thou .
perhaps being in a relationship wont be so bad ,
but i still dunno , i guess mom WAS right ,
when the time comes it WILL come .
haha just like tonight , i never thought i would turn on my comp
again at 12.00 at night , but i did . i turned it on
and here i am , blogging like there's no tomorrow . oops
it's already tomorrow , lol
i wonder if mom's gonna get better by tomorrow ?
it's so damn hard to come back home
with the house's atmosphere like this . i wonder if i try to sleep again
will i fall asleep or will my mind would just go back
being a blank . ?
well, i dunno .might as well give it a stinkin try .
before i go one more thing to say .
"when the time comes, it will fuckin come" .
